cOmpliquE

2006-12-01T00:28:00.000-08:00

hei hei hei!!

i noe i havnt bin bloggin..i noe i noe i noe

haha

aiight.

m goin on hiatus 4 bloggin..

jo will be bac on Jan 2007!!

she'll b buryin herself in wrkin aiight.

2006-11-14T00:57:00.000-08:00

So.here m i gnna blog 4 myself..byh myself.haha.aftr all e laziness..lol

13th Nov. whole dae out. realli fil dead tired.bt was realli fun though

met Wilson ta go 4 e GAP interview @ F J BENJAMIN buildin @ town.man.
rch dere on e dot 9.30 am man,phew.nt too bad.though i was late.haha
well..interview was pretti strict man.*sounds lyk wen i used ta interview ppl?*
karma karma..
wilson went in aft mi.bt smehw he gt e job as a packer?i don noe y..hmmm..
so wat. finishd our interview lyk 10.15am?? whr ta go man..gosh..
well.niwaes.he jus went ta ginza n 4 mi.wat do u tink?? lol
i walkd ard in town aimlessli..ended up in e librari..haha

aiight.so wat..m alone lyk 3 hrs..till ayin coled mi ta go interview wit her @ lavender? in a maid agency?!
phew..noe wat..those ppl dere sux aiight..e wae they interview..
dey totalli waste ma ink fillin up e form..
NIWAES. i don intend ta gt a job dere eithr.m jus goin 4 fun ppl!!
haha
pissfulli went ta Golden Mile ta grab our lunch..
well..ppl out dere.ya'll realli gtta try e beef noodles! STRONGLY recommended..its heavenly aiight.one of e bes beef noodles tt i hav eatn..so
HEAD DWN TA GOLDEN MILE FOOD CENTRE LOCATED @ LAVANDER.!!

wont believe whr we head ta aft lunch..haha..Changi Beach!!WEeE
journey dere was lng man..

wat do ya tink..lol *took w/o her aknwledge.muahaha

finalli rched..n had so much urgh ta eat e nasi lemak..miss those so much man!!

nice isnt it!?!

overall, i realli had a great dae..wat cn i asked 4 mre man..hmmm
Mreova.a nEw poem frm ayin*finalli a poem frm her which ish in proper eng.lol.almost*,which took her onli 5 mins ta write it out..lol

Dearest Jolene Chin

Love..Love is so beautiful...

Without love, you'll be so lonely

But with love itself..it will be bored...

So..Wen ur in love...

Don forget ur frens

Cause a fren is not only a fren..

Dey are oso your loved ones..

Cause wateva ur feelings is

u would share it with frens

So do not lose a fren.

Therefore i wish tat you hav a boifren ltr.

As i don wanna lose a precious fren

lyke u.

*peace

took mi a while ta undrstnd it though.lol

i wld lyk ta use tis chance ta giv a shout out ta all ma frens

Luv ya'll n i'll treasure e frenship tat we've. even if its jus 4 a short while.

mak it a rule in life nt ta regret n treasure wateva u hav ryte nw.

*tk cre n mae GOD BLESS YA'LL

2006-11-10T09:54:00.000-08:00

Exams are finally over, It's such a relief.
I can't say much except for the fact that only the results can predict the future.
For now, I'll let my hair down and keep myself away from the books.

On the 9th was my best friend Ayin's birthday.
It was also Genieve's birthday. Gal hope ya enjoyed yourself.
There wont be any poem for this entry.

This post is just to create awareness that I'm still alive.
Did you realize I've got a new-completely different typing style?

No more jargons or super-short forms?
Yes, I know- this time my entry looks so beautiful.
too beautiful for words.

And I must add on, I rock (:

jolene's entry is so super cool and unique
and that's only because.

-blogged by GENIEVE!

2006-10-27T19:36:00.000-07:00

handbag frm GUESS

tOp frm Topshop
WeEe!! a trip ta Vivo City wit ma muM gt mi 2 new stuff into ma closet!!!

2006-10-25T13:32:00.000-07:00

It's funny when you find yourself

Looking from the outside

I'm standing here but all I want

Is to be over there

Why did I let myself believe

Miracles could happen

Cause now I have to pretend

That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale

A dream when I'm not sleeping

A wish upon a star

Thats coming true

But everybody else could tell

That I confused my feelings with the truth

When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody

That I heard you singing

And when you smiled

You made me feel

Like I could sing along

But then you went and changed the words

Now my heart is empty

I'm only left with used-to-be's

Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale

And dreams were meant for sleeping

And wishes on a star

Just don't come true

Cause now even I can tell

That I confused my feelings with the truth

Cause I liked the view

When there was me and you

I can't believe thatI could be so blind

It's like you were floating

While I was falling

And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view

Thought you felt it too

When there was me and you

lettin tis sng plae ove and ova again while m here bloggin..tis sng jus tells hw m feelin.

partialli...*when there was me and you by Vanessa Anne*SHES ONE HOT BABE

aft so much stuff tat happnd & watchin VCDs..i tot i shld gathr ma guts ta tell him..expect nth bt jus ta b heard..it aint realli mi..bt i jus wan to..

wat i gt bac was smethin i expectd as well as smething i least expectd..m nt sure shld i b happu anot..bt guess m nt.. bt well.i don wan sae much..m feelin pretti bad i wld sae..

DOn tink so much la!!

jus wanna tell tat smeone & ma galfren, ta pt e past behind..lettin bygones b bygones..tinkin bout it ita an appalin waste of energy.bt ta even b affectd by it..its lyk mi..bt everione gtta learn ta b mature sme dae.isnt it??u noe wen u met e ryte one.n u shld start ta change...by all means..

b true ta urself..

A one wae luv cn nvr thrive
It nids reciprocatin.
n so in ordr ta survive
My luv nids affirmation.

aiight..so exams cmin in lyk 2 weeks tyme..i shld b studyin n concentratin hard nw..i wanna b promotd.n i noe i cn.if i start studyin nw!! lol...i noe wat m supposed ta do..bt y m i nt doin it? whrs ma motivation..

econs-smm-ssel-iom-poa

in a wk aiight..

i mus do wat i cn!!!!

goin ta study ltr..

bt gtta collect ma dad's specs & e framed puzzle 1st.cnt wait ta see it.

wanna sae ta al ma SIM frens ta buck up n study hard aiight!!we'll mit up ta study smedae...we'll cn do it 2gether..ONe 4 all,all 4 ONe!!!!

ciao

2006-10-25T00:10:00.000-07:00

aint she hot?

tis musical real nice aiight..gtta catch it man!!

2006-10-20T23:42:00.000-07:00

Roses r red, violets r blue
I realli tink I hav a crush on ya
Wat cn I sae, wat cn I do
The wae ma heart ish beatin, I noe tat it’s true
Wen will it be over
Wen will it be through
Wen will this crush end
Tat I hav on ya
I noe I flirt
cos of ma crush
I tink ya noe I lyk ya
Bt do ya noe hw much
Ya made ma heart beat quicken
As ya sat dere by my side
Ma true feelins were hidden
Bt hw long cn dey hide
If ma true feelins were told
And ya knew ma true tot
Hw wld ya react
Ta noe I lyk ya lots
I wan ya ta noe ma feelins
bt den again I don
I wan ya ta lyk mi bac
Bt chances r u wont
If dere’s a chance ya do
I wld realli lyk ta noe
I don wan ta waste ma tyme wishin
If e answer is a no
Heaven knows m not beautiful
I wish I was
For den I wld catch ur eye
I don noe ya too well
But it seems lyk I do
It’s lyk we oreadi out 2gether
m sure this sounds pretty crazy
Bt I don really care
’IF’ I hav a future
I wan ya ta b dere.

2006-10-18T21:57:00.000-07:00

m sik todae..so sik n wik...

spent lyk near ta 200 hundrds bucks 4 e doc n dentist..gossh...

goin broke agn..
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m goin drowsi oreadi.
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2006-10-17T23:36:00.000-07:00

WeEeE!! 1000 pieces of Jigsaw puzzl3 finalli finish!!!! witin 9 daes!!!

Dae 1...lukin...sortin out e colurs..

Dae 3..borders dne.

Dae 9!! 17th of October!!Final pRoduct,

cnt wait ta frame it n pass ta her!!!

emMM....todae..still e same..veri tirin dae man..woke up earli ta mit e gals in skul..

bt..hMm.i rchd skul onli ard 11.45???lol..so much tings ta do in e mornin..

usual stuff hppens...went 4 poa lessons..n i don noe frm went i strd ta sit in e middle of e klass??

lol

wats e gals tinkin ah??haha..

went ta wrk at swiss bakery aft skul.

noe wat.i realli don mind wrkin wit oldr ppl..bt i jus dun undrstnd it.

lyk,if u wan mi ta do smethin..i will do it man..

don hav ta tell mi in a sarcastic wae??gRRr.M so pissed jus nw..

i noe i shldnt b..bt i cnt stnd it!!

'gal, e basin gt alot of trays lei'..aiight.i go wash

den, i was washin e thongs..sme water drips on e floor..

'gal, i don want to mop again cos of the water..'

phew..gRr

i tot..tis job ish realli nt 4 mi..

aniwaes..goin 4 interview wit wilson @ ayin wrkplace..hpefulli cn gt it..

.ciaox

2006-10-15T00:45:00.000-07:00

tyme chk-12.30 am.Sundae..7 th dae of doin e 1000th pieces of jigsaw..progresin Fast!

jus cme hm..

phew

FIrst dae of wrk a Swiss bakery @ holland v..
lil late 4 wrk cos i forgt ta alight..lol

job scope wasnt much..bt gtta rmbr those breads name n price..
nt realli ma cup of tea..
bt well..i had fun actualli..gtta crap wit ma colleuge cum referer Sze wei..had Diana ta cme luk 4 mi..

*so mani tings happn bt i gt no mood ta sae...hmm.cnt wait ta do ma jigsaw puzzle...feelin too gud nw ..lol
aniwaes....
aftr closin..Sze suggestd ta go 4 a drink..
initialli coffee..
bt ended up in Hagaan Dazs..
n we order tis

Great..Simpli delicious aiight!!!

Honestly..enjod myself alot todae..
tks Sze wei!!

ciaoz..
goin ta do ma jigsaaw!!

2006-10-11T01:30:00.000-07:00

Latest poem of min3..

Tks fer our frenship

Fer it means so much ta mi,ur kindness & understandinn lovin waes tat u share so free.

Tks fer bein beside mi

Wen I nided smeone tat cares,n tks u fer all ur loyalty,4 e times together we shard.

Tks fer our frenship

Fer it's smethin even money cn't buy,

Tks for holdin mi tightly

Wen dere’s a nid fer mi ta cry.

Tks fer owas smilin

Wen I cldn't smile @ all,n tks fer boostin my ego

Fer e times I felt so small.

ur frenship I cherish so deeplyn mae ya owas remain my fren…

2006-10-10T23:19:00.000-07:00

Dae 2 of Fixin e Jigsaw puzzLe.

Done wit e border!!!

weEeEweEee

2006-10-09T00:13:00.000-07:00

Dae 1 of fixin a 1000 pieces jigsaw puzzle...

2006-10-08T03:39:00.000-07:00

below ish e msg frm ma best fren ta mi regards ta ma poems.
copyright*

Babe, dis is ma reply 4 ur poem...
I wuldnt wana b ur sun ta lite ur path n lyk..
Bt...
I wana b e moon instead ta lite up ur darkest moment wen ur lost or dwn...
So...
alwaez rmemba wen ur in a dark plc...
Im alwaez der ta guide n lite u...

Frm: Ain.aIngel
3:40am 8/10/06

2006-10-08T01:40:00.000-07:00

m filin realli sad n sik nw!!!!
jus let mi die in misery..

m fcukin nt gnna tk ani initiative in wateva i do.ANIMRE.NVR!!

Thy misery grws deep

Hw cn tis b n nth great

The hatred of thy soul ish wider den beieves

No comin out nor comin close

Hurt thy n thou shall die

Die within thy heart n mind

Hate thy n thou shall b hated

Kill thy confidence n thy’ll kill thou heart

Destruction is bliss

Thy destruction is greater than thou hate

Spite thy n thou shall depart frm life

2006-10-08T00:55:00.000-07:00

8th October,12.42am,veri hazi nyte,PSI 140!!

phew, wat a hazi dae..hadnt bin bloggin 4 e past few daes..gRR..havin tests...FINALLI ova,bt prettin unhappi,or wld i sae veri unhappi?shldnt had studied so hard man..sigh..
lukin forward ta MAIN EXAMS..

7th octobr

11.45pm-12.22pm->woke up & bath etc
12.25pm- 1pm-> ate late breakfast
1.02pm-3.30pm->tidyin ma rm..vacum..*veri clean rm i hav..lol
3.31pm-5.50pm->lied dwn on sofa n watchd TV
6.00pm-6.45pm-> bath again n gts ready ta mit ayin, rona and sme fwens @ geyland serai..
8.20pm-11.25pm-> rch paya lebar n strts ta walk ard..it was realli crowded n realli hazy aiight..ppl jam everiwhr!! so hungry..so lyk an hr ltr aft walkin ard..went ta mac n ate nuggets n fries...jus sat dere n chat...

wat a dae huh..

8th octobr..wat m i gnna do???

2006-10-03T00:24:00.000-07:00

A mother used to ask her child what is the most important part of the body. Through the years she would take a guess at what she thought was the correct answer. When the child was younger, she thought sound was very important to us as humans, so she said, "My ears, Mommy." She said, "No. Many people are deaf. But you keep thinking about it and I will ask you again soon." Several years passed before she asked the child again. Since making my first attempt, I had contemplated the correct answer. So this time the child told her, "Mommy, sight is very important to everybody, so it must be our eyes." She looked at the child and told her, "You are learning fast, but the answer is not correct because there are many people who are blind." Stumped again, the child continued her quest for knowledge and over the years, the Mother asked e child a couple more times and always her answer was, "No. But you are getting smarter every year, my child." Then last year, the child’s grandpa died. Everybody was hurt. Everybody was crying. Even the father cried. The child remembers that especially because it was only the second time she saw him cry. Her Mom looked at her when it was their turn to say their final goodbye to Grandpa. She asked the child, "Do you know the most important body part yet, my dear?" The child was shocked when she asked her this now. The child always thought this was a game between her mum and her. She saw the confusion on the child’s face and told her, "This question is very important. It shows that you have really lived in our life. For every body part you gave me in the past, I have told you were wrong and I have given you an example why. But today is the day you need to learn this important lesson." She looked down at the child as only a mother can. The child saw her eyes well up with tears. She said, "My dear, the most important body part is your shoulder." The child asked, "Is it because it holds up my head?" She replied, "No, it is because it can hold the head of a friend or a loved one when they cry. Everybody needs a shoulder to cry on sometime in life, my dear. I only hope that you have enough love and friends that you will always have a shoulder to cry on when you need it." Then and there the child knew the most important body part is not a selfish one. It is sympathetic to the pain of others. People will forget what you said. People will forget what you did. But people will NEVER forget how you made them feel.

2006-10-02T23:40:00.000-07:00

tyme chk-11.20,2nd Oct

in e aftrnoon.went a skul as usual, 4 econs klass, crackin ma brain n tryna fit it all e econs stuff..gosh..econs test tis fri aiight..
nth much happen in skul todae..jus studyin n as usual la..laughtr wit e gals..lol

aft klass, gt sara n grj ta acc mi ta je cos m mitin elyn,jess,joan n yonghui..lol

preetti fun man
gtta lyk tok so much n we took neo prints..lol
bin so lng since we las met man.

hmmM..suddenly no mood ta blog animre.
lol

ciao.

2006-10-01T01:37:00.000-07:00

wat kinda MOTHER m i havin?
all she noes ish jux scold n scold n scold
fuckin hell, fuckin scoldin mi witout ani reason.fuckin don undrstnd wat m tinkin n claims she noes.
4 gdness gracious,tink bout herself.
no matter hw much fuckin stuff i does.wen ish she happi?
even if m nt wrng, still cn find othr tings ta scold.
try so much ta undrstnd probably she stress.
bt she ish totally nt!
kip sayin i don do hsewrk n treat em lyk slaves.
HELLO!!wen m doin did she sae aniting
fuckin sae tat i nvr does ani hse wrk b4.
hw bout wen she herself doin it.?she ish nt even cleanin it properly.
onli ma dad n MI doin properly.
tats e reason y i don lyk ta stae hm!!
damn enjoyin maself wen m outside alone or at ayin's hse
stayin at hm jux makes mi feel lyk pukin aiight,
i nvr gnna slp in pEace 4 gdness gracious

2006-09-30T14:27:00.000-07:00

tyme chk. 2.08 pm.@ ayin's hse..stae over ytd..its was realli fun

last few daes so much stuff happened man..presentation on 27/9, guess my grp pwerpnt was e nicest,lol..m so anxious man..bt..luckily i gt gd cmments frm fwens..so..m nt so worrid bout tat..hmpH..so hw much our grp score??

28/9-tyme ta pass up IOM project,lose sme info,sigh,cox i cnt open ma hard disc!!gRrR..aniwaes gtta finish it witin 30 mins.was pissed wit sm man..gt mi so irritatd aiight,
wats wit all e 'darlin' n 'luv mi nt?'..gimme goosebumps okae!!
din tok ta her much aft tat
gt hm n startd writin poems for california fwens..29/9, las dae of wrk
crack my brain real hard..gtta cme out lyk 7 of em..
jux felt tat wen m writin poem,i cn b abl3 ta express myself mre...
wat do u tink???

29/9- met ayin ta go hm office ta return uniform lo..realli don noe wth ish e hm office doin...dey're one unfair freakers aiight.
nt ta even mention e 'dearest' Yuszita Yusope of California Fitness Raffles.
wantin ppl ta mit thier dead end..
jux fcukin pae wat ppl suppose ta gt la..cut n cut hrs.
hello yus!!! one dae i wont b surprised ta gt bike accident la!!
karma goes ard aiight!!

aniwaes,had a great tyme @ wrk. though nt all receps r dere..sigh..ser too.gnna miss them so much, bt guess i hav ta muv on.
nid a job ryte nw man...ani one plz??

To: sara n grj
heyy gals,i;ve realli nth gtta do wit him la..we'r jux merely fwens.ur owas giv mi tat weird feelin wen mi n him met..
jux don feel lyk tokin in person la..
plz don tink so much aiight,
ltr i pissed off ah..lol
aniwae,cn ur believe he's wrkin in a cake shop?!

goin ta Tampines nw wit ayin..lol..btr rmvr ta gt ma cdx..keke

ciaox ppl..
bless ya

2006-09-25T21:42:00.000-07:00

bin a few daes since i last updated ma's blog..lol
aniwae.finalli made up my mind ta resign cfc..sigh..
well.gnna go 4 interview @ sky fitness wit ma best fwen tmrw..

here's a poem dedicatd ta all ma fwens. tks ta em 4 makin my life soo great..tings r turnin so much btr nw.

24/9- had a great dae wit genievw @ kallang 4 dragon boat oreientatn..lol
enjoyd it veri much..
n havin sun burn..reddish jo..haha.bt i lyk!!!

I nvr tot tat I wld find frens so great & frens so kind

I luk up ta ur in everi wae'

cause I learn somethin frm u guys everidae.

Witout u guys

I don noe whr I'd be

bt ur still here, frens wit mi

u guys deserve so much mre than I cn giv

bt witout ur I wuldn't live.

ur given mi mre than money cn buy

n 4 ur I'd giv my all

and I wld die

Tis feelin I feel gts strnger everidae

hopin nt ta screw it up, I constantly pray

I noe we hav our probs everi nw n then

bt once it's fixed

our frenship is btr times ten

and I want ur ta noe hat I truly do care

even in fights wen I sae tings tat aren't fair.

u'll r angels frm God up above

n m thankful for u guys understandin luv

becox wen u guys r ard

everithin seems ryte

So nvr stp bein the real n wnderful u

cause God shines thru in all that u guys do

n wenvr it seems lyk m nvr dere

rmbr tis

i luv u guys n i owas care!!

2006-09-22T00:30:00.000-07:00

gttin realli bored writin bout ma's daes journey..

here i'm 4 anothr poem.dedicatd ta...whoeva tink it affects ya

Wat did ma did wrng??

We were so clos3 togethr

Nw so far apart

Wat happned in btwin

I cn onli feel in ma heart
I wish u were here

Ta tok wit me todae

Bt I cn't giv a col

My body juz wn't obey
Tings seemed ta b so perfect

Nw dey seem so wrng

I don feel as though I noe u

Whr has our frenship gone
u used ta b able ta tok wit mi

bout verything u felt

Nw I feel m a stranger

My heart ish strtin ta melt
We owas used ta tok

til e middle of e nite

I don't know what we talked about

But never once in a fight
I need you in my life

I need you as a friend

I nid ta laugh & cry wit u

4eva 'til e end
I still don noe wat has happned

Our frenship has laz so lon

Bt I cn't help frm wonderin

Wat did I do wrng ?

2006-09-20T01:37:00.000-07:00

tyme chk- 1.10am 20th Sep 2006. windy nyte undr ma hse.

18/9->gtta noe tat my econs had a marginal fail, realli dissapointd..bt well. its e first test.still 2 mre ta go.i cn do it man. same goes ta sara,grj,suvin,linda n shimei..we all cn do it yea!lol

19/-> man.couldnt wake up 4 Iom lecture though i recieved so mani cols frm fwens.wat ta do.i slept ard 5 am. all cox ma MIGRAINE!damn.aft first col frm Sze wei, i oreadi threw ma phone far frm ma..realli cnt take it...sigh..sowie ppl nt nt pickin up
well..aniwae, i did went 4 e aftrnoon POA lecture. pretti tired n sik,nth seems ta b goin in ma brain.
met honglun aft skul.man, it simply sux la..kipin quiet,wth man..walk ard lyk a fool..y did i mit him man.
best prt, he gt a curfew ta go hm? n left myself in marine square walkin ard..
e IMF mitin ish realli irritatin.damn.gtta figure ma way bac ta club wit all those damn road blocks..grrRR,so pissed off man
aimlessli walkin again..till fullerton, satdwn n 'daedream'..lol.b4 goin bac club ta look 4 ser n e rest..

end of e dae, dilla n isa sent mi hm..bt b4 tat,went ta sme place ta find ta smeone..keke

tat marks e end of ma dae..*bt smehw smeone makes ma dae great..kwang3

ciaox..* preettii borinngg huh

2006-09-20T01:35:00.000-07:00

I hate lookin myself in e mirror,

I hate knowin I hav fear.

I hate seein wat isn't dere,

I hate feelin tat m scared.

I hate believin wat isn't true,

I hate believin & trustin ya.

I hate cryin myself ta slp,

Forgive mi 4 I hv dreams.

I feel left out n all alone,

Wit no one ta col ma own.

Ma eyes r red & I cry blood,

Plz help mi or I'll cry a flood.

My frens c wat I let em see,

If dey onli cld c e true side of mi.

n as I die inside wit pain,

Plz don tink tat m insane.

Cox believe it or nt I hv a heart,

tats bin slowli torn apart.

2006-09-18T00:36:00.000-07:00

cOunTin dWn 1 mrE wk ta DragOn boAt OrIentatn.

2006-09-17T00:15:00.000-07:00

i sae I'll vagabond

but m nt used ta e wanderin life

who noes I sae i'll go far away

bt I wan ta b bac hm who noes

Whu noes behind silence dere's a wound

Whu noes behind indifference dere's a weakness

I smile & sae tat m nt afraid of loneliness

bt I hold bac e tears who noes

Hw I wish tat smeone cld light a lamp for mi

warm e hole of loneliness in ma heart

R u lonesome

I tink everyone ish e same

Hwever we don noe since wen tis world became colder & colder

Aft being hurt agn & agn

u learn ta hide

I learn ta b silent

no longer willing ta tell othrs ma own stories

nt willin ta express warmth ta othrs either

i wld rather make myslef lonely & make e othrs lonesome too

Hwever actually, lonely human beings mus kip each othr warm

No one is absolutely strong

At e bottom of our heart we all hav weaknesses, empty places

Mabi in the rainy evening

mabi on e street at duskit becmes a wound witout a reason

Don sae ya aren't afraid of loneliness

don pretend ta b indifferent ani mre

becoz everione has loneliness

everi one has loneliness

2006-09-16T03:02:00.000-07:00

tyme chk: 16 sep.3.02am. crrently @ mac. Cnt slp agn

14th sep wasn’t a gd dae, don wanna tok bout it at all. Bt one ting tat makes ma veri happi, was tat Genieve accompanied ma ta join e dragnboat. Realli wanna tks her a lot.luv ta gen

15th Sep. WOW!!!I HAD A GREAT DAE MAN! TOTALLI FUN,its bin lyk damn freakin lng tyme since I’ve last enjoyd myself so much. It really makes my dae yea
Met up wit sara, shimei n gent a go kbox. Went ta giodarno 1st. damn. So glad I gtta gt all e clothes wit disc.tks ta sara n e clementi mgr..lol..
Man. Tyme spent @ kbox rm 7 was darn great lo.!! Sang till ma lungs drop man. Duet wit sara.solo..phew..undescrible..
Went ta do project at mac ltr.gosh.vinni finalli attended. Haha. We’ve pretty much finish. Lol. Shimei was damn mean ta vinni lo, tryna let her do e report asap. ..bt I doubt she’s wrng. She hasn’t bin doin much.or I wld sae nth at all..

So as usual, go ta wrk aft e project ard 5.
Haha.guess who I saw..kelly lo..man.so lng nvr c her oreadi.
Cox she took a unpaid leave ta acc her bro.so swit ryte.
Bt e 1st ting I sae ta her was.’KELLY!WAT HAPPENED?U’VE BECME FATTER LO”!
LOL.man.n I cn really c much diff In her lo. Eat n slp n shop.lol
Bt I presume she’ll gt bac in shape soon.so particular wit her body..haha.opps

Wrk was quite fine todae. Did toked ta e rest..till den, tat ‘her’ msg mi ta lend her a dollar, which ish pretty weird n mit her dwnstairs..lol. I was pretty xcitd? Y?i don noe.aniwae.
One ting I regretd so much. WAT ON EARTH M I DOIN TELLIN MAURICE TA FOLLOW MI?! man. She approach mi lo. N Maurice was dere. If he wasn’t dere, mabi we cn tok mre. Bt I don wanna neglect him..damn it man. No comments at all aiight.jo ish bein really dumb.
So walked ta SPC ta grab smeting ta bite..sigh.
Hw mani wrds hav we toked??.sigh

Haha,guess wat.finalli mi n ayin tok. Well. Went 4 a smoke break n she ask if she cld follow..aiight,y nt?
Tokin ta her was pretti awkward. Was so quiet initially. Bt ltr strts tat ok bout hw she ish n hw I m, n bout computrs..lol

Back ta doin closing.
Borin as usual.
Buryin ma sorrows into e ‘wrk diary’

m sittin here sad & all alone.cryin lonely blak tears;no on3 ard ta help mi;no on3, nt tat I cn I c. jus liv me b ta cry my lonely ..........

2006-09-13T20:15:00.000-07:00

September 13, fine day..alright. for todays' entry, there shall be no SHORT FORMS!

went out wit sara,wz & ally just now.it was GREAT MAN,lots of fun man,pickering with each other when we were eating.well,want to say thanks to them sincerely when i need listening ears. like what they have told me, 'you must be grateful and thankful to have them
as friends'..lol a lil bhb..but i do agree.

took neoprints with them with my very messy hair..haha.love it, EXCEPT the fan part. my hair already very messy, somemore still blow..lol

any the way, had a very FUN & GREAT DAY, THANKS GALS!!

2006-09-13T00:35:00.000-07:00

todaeee's IOm was..no cmment man..
guess i've gt e main ans ryte. bt hw i elaborate those ans were jux crap i guess.

anothr tiring dae..woke up n told ma mum ta help mi buy fud 4 linda n myself.
n jus WTS WRNG WIT HER?ALL SHE NOES ISH SCOLD MI.FOR NO REASON MOST OF E TYME.WTH MAN.
so tired n sik of her man..

went ta skul ta study..luckily tis tyme dere ish stuff goin into ma brain.

POA was aiight. bout e LIFO,FIFO n WA...aint tat bad

so cnfused whethr ta go kbox tmrw, aniwae at laz.nt gonna go.
great, aniwae i don hav ani money animre..cox ma ez-link no money, walked bac hm frm jp intrchnge ta ma hse..so tiring,well,jus trit is as a form of exercisin/

so sowie sara,cnt mak it out wit u gals. prob aft tis fri aiight,.

so..staein hm tmrw..

2006-09-11T22:45:00.000-07:00

after wat sara n suvin had told mi tis mornin, i guess i shall write my entry today in full eng..if nt i doubt they're goin ta undrstand ya,lol..so sorri ur hav ta spend a hard time reading mine.muhahaha.u noe.i'm so used ta e short forms..i'm tryin hard!!

aiight.din i sae yestrdae was a bad dae. bt well,todae was siimply great man!!haha.met up wit sara,shimei and grj..lol..FINALLY m earlier den shimei!! haha..so happi! so met sara at e atm ta chk my acc. tot magebites can use nets. so didnt take and $, bt in e end.only credit cards n abov3 20 bucks..so..hav ta go down n take.so u noe..sara nag nag nag @ mi..so sorri la gal..i din mean it larx..haha..
well.. wasnt we suppposed ta mit up n study IOM? n guess wat we did?we ate, look @ funni video n crap bout..lol. bt one gd ting. grj n shimei r gettin along well.so happi 4 em.lol.
tokin bout econs klass todae. everione went in lyk so tired..beginnin of e klass was realli torturin..u noe n ms lee(econ's lecturer) went thru our test papr..guess i did bad...hmph.n nx wk she's gonna tell us one by one who pass n fail..OMG! i cnt tak it..
finally break. had our lil snackx.don taste gd ya.sara, mi n gry took 3 different stuff, n i guess mine taste e best? welll,i will nt sae best.taste slightly bettr.
okae, resumed klass, gnna strt wit alll the TC, TVC etc..gosh.
den linda suggestd ta mit up tmrw at 9.well.great.gt breakfast n gt ready 4 e test.
bout out of e sudden, wen she mentioned she wanted ta eat bee hoon. I GT MY MIGRANE AGN!!..
I SUDDENLY TURN N HOLD MY HEAD.SO FREAKIN PAIN.
n guess wat.sara n e rest strted laughin!
heyy,wat so funny ah, i noe my reaction veri funny,bt reali PAINFUL u noe!bin havin it recently.sigh.n i tink my hair drpping.. gonna consult e doc wen m free..

wEeE!at laz lecture finish. so went take a look at e SIM fair. its totally kool man..den mi n gry saw tis booth wich sells nice plastic pendant which gt names on it..n e best part ish we can customize it. bt i was ex..bt gry gt a gd idea of writin a message 4 her bf at one side, n its only 4.5..m still ponderin whethr ta gt, cox its realli kinda ex..pae haven cme u noe..
so walk ard.. ate yougurt which taste bad..eWwW.mango peach n cookie.NVR TRY TAT!.
ah ha!! found another booth which sells porceline pendants wit cravings! even nicer n cheapr.haha..gry so regretd getin e plastic one earlier on..kekex.
so i gt one 4 mar n ayin..of cox i nvr forgt ma gd fwens(sara & gry) in skul..so dey gonna gt a surprised frm mi tmrw..cnt wait.

aiight,u noe.i had btr b revisin my IOM notes again for nw.tmrw test!!
as for nw.
ciaox everibody!!
may god bless ya owas.

2006-09-11T00:31:00.000-07:00

hmmm..jx gt bac frm closin.supposd ta go find ayin dey all at apollo centre 4 kakaoke.bt i din.wats e pnt wen m closin at 11 n dey leavin at 11.30.
todae its still e same..veri bored. went ta wrk ard 4.15 wen m strting at 5.so,went ta smok3 wit afad, toked but yus. since we were told ta wryte wat we dislyk bout e mgr n e management. lol..wat i wrote was i tink.kinda harsh.bt m speakin e truth. u noe m nt gd at tokin.so wen ya tell ma tat wryte. kekex..lots ta sae.muahaha..
so went ta recep ta strt wrk wit bob..din realli tok ta him..was jux studyin ma IOM..till lyk 7 n ayin n afad cam3..tok a while n dey left 4 kakaok..hmph..was alon3 since den, luckily gt ma IOM notes ta kip ma compani..lol..
in conclusion.
todae ish bored..

jo giggles saDly~

2006-09-10T14:22:00.000-07:00

I realised smethin yea! e Dates in ma blog ish wrng!!
nidta troubl3 gen agn..kekex..
nw its ryte..

2006-09-10T14:10:00.000-07:00

well.jux gt up frm bed man,did closin ytd agn.preetti borin.was alon3 in e recep frm 8 ta 12. jux so bored tat i strtd ma's 'wrkin diary'.lol. music was ting tat kips ma alive..gt a col frm afad sayin if i cld cvr him 4 openin..cox he's gt famili probs,well.ya ryte?if ya waNNa go clubbin ryte.jux sae?aniwae.i did agree..so closin n openin e nex dae. near ta 12.30, lynn col n asked if i cld i cvr her 4 closin.well.i undrstnd cox she gtta visit her guy's dad who @ e hospital.so well.told her ta giv ayin(bez fwen.RS) acol. ayin sae tat she'll do e closin 4 her. wow. aint tat great.
otw hm.ayin coled ma.said tat y nt i do e closin n she do e openin. cox she's gonna do openin on e mon. worrid tat she cnt gt engh slp. well. pretti fine wit it. n tat means anothr borin nyte. aniwae i gtta ta slp till lyk 2pm,bt i slept 2 am ytd.? u noe. sat n sn closin ish realli borin. raffles ish lyk an ghost town..eWwW. n ma club in e nyte ish realli eRrie..aiight. its tyme 4 ma ta gt chng3 n gt ta wrk..i mean, let mi grab a byte 1st. 5-11 shift todae.
gtta stdy 4 my IOM too. test on tues n i'd barely strtd it aiight. bte mit gen n sare earlir tmrw..
ciaox!

2006-09-09T02:02:00.000-07:00

TODAE SUX TOTALLI aiight!!TIS ISH LYK E FIRST TYME I FELT SO LONELY N IRRITATD IN WATEVA I DO!!nt bin goin ta skul n do ma project..all cox of tat one prson..
y cn't tat person who stole e money jux admit n nt troubl3 othr ppl.damn it.m so gnna screw tat prson if i noes who ish he/she!
jux wats wrng wit ma life.tings don seems ta b goin e wae i wan it ta b..jux realli bad.
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aft todae.i tot bez fwen cnt b dere 4 u wen u nid em.tings dey sae lyk,' i'll b dere wen u nid mi.'
prob r jux verbal promises. so sik n tired..

Jo yeLLs!!!!!!!

2006-09-07T01:42:00.000-07:00

wow..wat a 'gr3at' dae ta strt ma new blog..lol..jux cme bac frm wrk nt lng ago..
startd ma dae in skul doin SMMproject wit gen,sara,shimei..aiiight. as usual,m lat3 4 a while.all cox tat gen lar,sae i tak her IOM notex.n i tot i realli did,n i ran bac ta ma hse n chk..grrr...
well..i guess i nidta ta giv ma apologies ta ma grp mates.lol.tat i din help much todae.keke.cox i was busy creatin ma blog..kwang3.all tks ta gen who had bin helpin ma.no worries..i'll do ma wrk..
went 4 IOM lecture aft tat.pretti borin i wld sae..n noe wat.our IOM test comin on e 12th includes so mani chap!gtta study agn..jux recvr ma brain frm e econs..anothr one cmin agn..grrR..
strtd wrk @ 6..realli miss ma fwens dere man.had bin off fer 3 daes oreadi.seems lyk so lng sia.
rched ard 5.40..once i steppd into e club.everione was lyk lookin at ma n ask."jo! outside gt storm izzit?ur hair ish lyk finalli blak bt gttin mre messier.."..m lyk 'tks?i lyk it ta b messy..lol'
well.aniwae,i gt realli gd cmments 4 ma hair.i wld lyk ta sae 'tks mum' 4 tis once..
steppin into e recep means e strt of entertain animals(mbrs)..well..glad ta noe ma club strted well 4 e collections,bt m DROPPIN!!mar n bob kept collectin.n m lyk nth?gosh..hw pathetic ish tat..luckily ard 11 plus.ma savr ser came wit 3 autopaes..aint tat great..haha..m nt blank animre!!
gt Dylan n jason qsing mi bout the lost money,n guess wat.m one of e suspect.cos i so happn ta wrk tat 'faithful' dae..sigh.y mus ppl steal money? n gt othr into troubl3.pretti sucki isnt it..

jude ish an irritAtin pest.fil lyk m hatin him nw.cnt seems ta tok ta him durin wrk sinc3 e dae he said m nt trustin him..freakin sensitive guy.tts oso reasons y i don lyk guys..grr.
n its soo irritatin wen i hav wan(ta) who owas ask mi.
"jojo,nvr go out wit ur boifwen huh?"
"wan,i don hav"
"u sure anot?don lie la"
heyy.i sae don hav means i don hav la.wat so gd bout guys aniwae.
n e best part ish.even the new towel attendnt ish askin ma e same qs..gGRrR.STOP IT

jux cme online ta chk if she's online.bt she's nt.sigh.msged her bt din reply?bt gav ma a missed col?funni sia..

aiight..gttin tired oreadi.hpe tmrw will b btr.i guess nt.project in e morn.n i gotta go ta police cantonment tmrw!money lost.cnt find stealr.investigatin in process..so 'fun'.